"I was literally standing over a 200 ft high bridge in the twin of Rhonda, in the early hours of a Sunday morning. With zero sleep and years of failure on my shoulders I was trying to find the courage to jump, and erase the pain, and myself from the planet. I had been cheated by friends, family and loved ones, and had no fight left in me. I had overwhelming guilt for my child and what I would leave behind. This made me stop and suddenly a thought came to my mind – a friend once told me that if any person about to commit suicide just tried Ayahuasca instead, then suicide would not exist at all. I could not think of anything else. I looked on my phone for Ayahuasca retreats near me and 5 minutes later I was speaking with Sophie. She immediately took control of my situation and requested that I get in my car and be safe. We spoke for what felt like hours. It was unbelievable that she was approx 30 mins away from me. She insisted that we speak every day and guided me towards how to prepare for her forthcoming retreat. This gave me enormous strength and purpose. 3 days later I was at the retreat. The experience was completely life changing. The medicine provides the closest thing to Magic that must exist on this planet. I left the retreat completely re wired and full of Love for myself and my life. I cannot believe any amount of counselling or conventional drugs could ever even come close to being this effective. This experience was literally out of this world, and Sophie provides the most caring and responsible attention imaginable, before, during and after the ceremonies."